Reminiscing

I am suddenly filled with such a passionate yearning to be back in high school again. It's not the same. I've heard so many people say it, and I never thought it could be true.

College. The word makes you think.It paints a mental picture of freedom. Of fun. Of cool new friends. Of living the life. It is all that, but strangely, it's lacking something. It's definitely fun, and I'm having a great time. But where's the closeness? I miss the long heart-to-hearts. I miss the craziness my old friends exhibit so shamelessly when we're hanging out. I miss even the comfortable silences when there's nothing else to say. Because no one actually felt the need to say anything. I miss even the occasional fights. I miss everything that shows how close my high school friends have grown in a short space of time.

As I said, it's not the same.

Maybe I'm just in a depressed mood right now, but there's really some truth to what I've just written (typed). I don't mean any offense to my college friends, of course. You guys are great, and I mean that. There's definitely time for us to grow closer. So please block Q, let's all try to stay in BS Mgt-H for as long as possible, ok?

I guess I'm just really missing my high school friends. So to Invictus 2005, I love you guys and I'll see you all at our next gimmick. Take care.