What's troubling me today?

I am dreading the results of that Filipino diagnostic test. As many know, I am extremely NOT good in that subject and don't have much interest in it as well. Still, who wants to get demoted to Filipino 10? Definitely not me. How utterly embarrassing would it be if I was the only one who has to go back to basic Filipino? How utterly embarrassing would it be even if other people have to go back with me as well? It wouldn't be a consolation even if the whole class goes back to Filipino 10, because it doesn't matter. What matters is we scored within the lowest percentile and were branded unready for the normal Filipino course. Which is a shame, really, considering we were born here and have lived here all our lives (or most of our lives). On top of the humiliation, basic Filipino is a NON-CREDIT course, which means it's extra work and wasted time.

I haven't been able to stop thinking of this all day and I REALLY need to stop. I'm stressing myself out and no amount of worrying can change the outcome of the test anyway.